Wow, it's been a ridiculously long time since I've posted. I've been meaning to so badly, but every time I begin to write, I get distracted.

Excuses aside, things have been going on an upward slope for me for quite some time now. I joined the dive team, however, I don't get to practice until after the musical, due to it not being under the conflicts section in my cast application. I have been very frustrated with Zach lately, because he keeps saying over and over how badly he wants to make an instrumental with himself, me, Ian, and Adrian, but every time we plan to play, he ditches me. I've begun to not care about making any melodies with him anymore. I guess we'll have to see how this weekend plays out.

I was sick Sunday, and about half of today with what seems to be a cold. I can't say that I've had even a handful of colds in my lifetime, so I'm not sure. But things seem to be doing better. I just have some coughing and a runny nose, which is the absolute worst thing to have when you want to get an hour's sleep in Health. Yes, that's what I had to put up with today. But nonetheless, I feel confident that I will be near 100% tomorrow if things go as well as planned. Since I don't have any homework tonight, I'm planning on finally watching Monday Night Raw, then getting to sleep a bit earlier than usual.

If it's one thing I utterly dread about P.E., it's that I'm always stuck with a shitload of mexicans.

I sound racist, but only they seem to have a problem with me. I was hoping it was all over once I got in a fight with a couple of them in 8th grade, but apparently, a few did not get the hint. Here's the run down:

Up until 8th grade, I had a bully named Osiel. The thing is, he never thought I would stand up for myself, and one day, I ended up getting suspended for punching him multiple times. Ever since then, he has never given me trouble.

Then, later on that year, I fought another mexican. Only this wasn't a fight. It was 3 punches and a headlock. I was the one inflicting it all.

Now, I'm not one to brag, but I thought I had shown everyone by then that I didn't want to be bullied.


That's not the case this year. My bully this year, is a friend of Osiel's named Gustavo. Now, had this been last year, I would have proved my point and it would be over with. But this year, I don't have the same freedom to do so, since I'm in theatre now, and I'm trying to make a name for myself academically. So I've decided that I am going to try to get out of P.E. and into Diving. It not only will look good on my record, I won't have to deal with the mexicans and I'll be doing something I like.

So today, that's all I've had on my mind, and I'm not entirely sure if I want to try to fight still, just to prove my point. I think that my coach may let it go, if I mention the circumstances. I'll just have to play it by ear.

Ugh, I'm so exhausted from my party. Due to the rain, I had to have it inside, but that didn't prevent us from playing a game of football in the streets. I got my JUNO friday, so I was definitely rocking out on it during the party with Zach and Ian. We shot some new footage; the majority of it being farts that were lit on fire. Ian and I ended up staying up until 4:30 in the morning, and waking up at like 9:00.

I'm surprised I have the energy to even post this entry. It's mainly because it's almost been a whole week since I have. Ugh, it's raining now, so it only adds to my tired attitude.

I absolutely love my JUNO. It's worth way more than what we bought it for! I didn't realize how many sounds this thing has! It's ridiculous. But I'm definitely not complaining. It's too good of a keyboard to name any cons. What can I say? It's just amazing.

So today was my 16th birthday, and I must say, it was great.

It wasn't because I got many "happy birthday"'s, or because I got presents. But because it seemed like one of those days where everything just seems to go great.

I didn't get that many presents, but that didn't even phase me at all, since I know I've got a $700 Keyboard on it's way to my house as I type. But either way, Aside from that, today just seemed to go very well for me. I didn't have anything to taint it.

I then went to GYM, which was really fun, since they had giant inflatable stuff, it was more interesting than usual.

But overall, it turned out to be great. I'm hoping I can talk my dad to take me to get my driver's license tomorrow or Friday. That would be super sweet.

Well, I ended up getting the role of Knight 1 in our school musical. I'm super excited about that.

Also, I have a 3 day weekend this weekend, and I plan on spending it with Anna or Chronic Insanity.

And again, I have even better news. Some may have read about the Roland JUNO-Di that I made a post about some time ago. For some strange reason, my dad decided to ask me if I wanted him to order it tonight, to which I had to say yes. So now, I can look forward to eagerly waiting for my brand new $700 keyboard, and guess what. The site we ordered from even includes a free stand for it!

I'm so excited, I don't know what to do with myself at the moment.

I went to the theatre auditions today after school. I have to say, it wasn't nearly as bad as I expected. I was freaking the entire time I was waiting for my name to be called. I managed to screw up on my monologue though. Thankfully, it wasn't a big mess up, but only a mere switching from "...daughter-in-law of the best friend of the blacksmith..." to "...daughter-in-law of the blacksmith's best friend..."

Though, like I said, it was a mere nervous mistake, it still bothered me.

But, the singing was what scared me the most. I was so afraid to sing in front of them. It's not that I'm a bad singer. I personally think I'm quite good. But it felt super weird to sing seriously in front of people, one of which I knew. But I feel confident about my performance and I think I'll get a part. I'm not all that picky over what part either.

I am however, afraid to get a major role in the musical. I know it will take extreme dedication if I do, but I'm not gonna back out if I end up getting one.

I feel like an upstanding student, now that I'm getting involved in an extracurricular activity. Maybe this will lead to a bright future for me. Oh well. No one knows but me. I just can wait until tomorrow to see what part I got, if any.